one may ask: what the fuck is this ?
best response i can give thy is that one simply have got no clue . one day i just decided why not make a website just for funsies . im unsure of what ill do here . maybe blogs here and there , just whatever bullshit i feel like doing . i guess a fitting term for it would be a 'digital diary' ? maybe .
or, who is this ?
i go by terry/trent . 15 years old . i enjoy indie horror games , music , playing the guitar , n additional mathematics . i believe that i am a wizard; i am autistic . i like to collect safety pins , sticks , rocks , beer bottle caps , funky lookin socks , and legos . i really like the band My Chemical Romance . i struggle with depression , self-harm , and ednos , in which i might discuss said topics in this website .
here is a little( not so ) section where i blabber out my interests
My Chemical Romance , my middle school emo phase ended but mychem is still sticking around . cant seem to get tired of them .
Cry of Fear , Sally Face , Doki-doki Literature Club , and Little Nightmares are some of my favourite games . alongside some other more casual ones like Minecraft i enjoy too .
the variety of music i listen to is wide , very . i like what i like . it can range from crunkcore to death metal . im not familiar with genre's but the main ones i enjoy are black metal and post-hardcore . at times i do like crabcore or whatever the fuck genre parry gripp is . i like almost all sub-genre's under metal .
i play the guitar . id say im intermediate , emphasis on the fact that im still not very good . i want to learn to write my own music one day . being in a band is one of occupations , that is , if i dont kill myself by 16 . i draw , though i dont really enjoy it as i dont like my art . its inconsistent and just straight up ass . but i do draw . just this month im starting to get into cooking . i suck at it , i suck worse in baking . but im improving , i think . thats about all my hobbies .
academic wise im fucked in the ass . it was stated i like additional mathematics , however i never said i was good at it #lol #gettrolled . most of my grades suck , and my future is probably already fucked . ive given up on that . just ocassionally i like to mess around with numbers . maths is the only subject which slightly piques my interest .
i dont watch shows or movies , barely . even youtube , i dont watch much . though i enjoy watching some of my childhood youtubers: DanTDM , Pewdiepie , Jacksepticeye , penguinz0 . these guys are the only ones i watch often . that and i watch many guitar covers , helps me expand my view on the possibilities in playing songs . every now and then i also watch iceberg videos on random topics , the other day i watched one regarding herobrine . also , any form of mychem media , i will consume; interviews , concerts , compilations , whatever bullshit , ill click .
special mentions of individuals whom i look up to very dearly: all of mychem ( Gerard Way , Ray Toro , Mikey Way , Frank Iero ) , Chester Bennington , Kim Carlsson , Adreas Ronnberg , Steve Gabry , Terje Bakken .
im not active in many social media as of recent times . im drained out , depression has been milking me dry . dont take that in a freaky context ... hence , i hope this website can be like a way for close individuals to know wether im dead yet or not #lol .